[♥] I guess I wanted you more... [♥]

I want this as a tattoo. That would be awesome!

. . .Love leaves a memory no one can steal.
 
I have had a really bad day. I lost my aunt and it hurts so much. You know, people take life for granted until life is taken away. I can't help but think about the things she might have done differently if she knew she would be leaving us. I keep thinking about how I should have called her more instead of writing a letter. A call would have been better. But we always talked better through letters. It was just our thing. Everytime I think I've cried it all out, a memory hits and I start crying all over again.
 
Me and my aunt were close, more like mother and daughter at times than me and my real mother were. And I see her in my mom. She was my mom's baby sister. It seems so unfair how God can just take a life before it's time. One thing that hurts is that everyone keeps saying it doesn't seem real, but it has to be or it wouldn't hurt this much, right? They say she's in a better place, but it still hurts. It doesn't make me feel any better. At this point, I don't think anything will.
 
The lyrics to the song in the set is below:
 
Address In The Stars
 
I stumbled across your picture today
I could barely breathe
The moment stopped me cold
Grabbed me like a thief
I dialed your number but
You wouldn't be there
I knew the whole time but it's still not fair
I just wanted to hear your voice
I just needed to hear your voice
 
What do I do with all I need to say
There's so much I want to tell you everyday
And oh, it breaks my heart
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you
But they get lost in the blue
Cause there's no address in the stars
 
Now I'm driving through the pitch black dark
And I'm screaming at the sky
oh, cause it hurts so bad
Everybody tells me all I need is time
But the morning rolls in
And it hits me again
And that ain't nothing but a lie
 
What do I do with all I need to say
There's so much I want to tell you everyday
And oh, it breaks my heart
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you
But they get lost in the blue
Cause there's no address in the stars
 
Without you hear with me
Don't know what to do
I'd give anything just to talk to you
 
Oh, it breaks my heart
Oh, it breaks my heart
 
All I can do is write these letters to you
But there's no address in the stars